holy freak!

Seriously........ I can't believe my last post was almost a year ago.  Holy Freak!  But life is good and i'm feeling blessed.  More blessed than ever.  I am at a better job, full time, with benefits and i'm doing more than just glorified babysitting.
That being said, being more involved also means that it hurts more when the clients go back out.  And it seems that where i'm working now, more people are going back out than at my previous place of employment.  But as far as me feeling like I fit in, something i've always felt like I didn't do very well, i'm pleased to say that I do feel that way here.  I've been here for almost 3 months.... that yucky probation period is almost over with.  Whew.  Sure will be glad to have that over with.

My first grandchild arrived in August and omg, what a total blast that is....... Little Cooper James arrived with a slight smile and very little noise.... He's been just a wonderful baby and given his mommy and daddy some rest.  I have watched with AWE how my son has risen to the occasion of being a father and how he is a partner to Cooper's mother, +Jamie Heenan.  I wish I could take credit for his parenting skills, but I don't think he learned how to be such a good parent from me.... more likely  , he learned how NOT to be a parent from me... ugh, terrible thought huh?  But it's probably true.  Oh well, I can say this, I have seen with my own eyes how I don't want to grandparent my grandkids.... so perhaps I'll be able to teach him how to do that.... I am just so damn proud of Tucker I can't stand it sometimes.  He's found a lovely girl to spend his life with and I know that Chris is just as pleased as I am with his choice.  Not only is she delightful, her family is pretty awesome too.  This is going to be our first Christmas with the little guy, and oh what fun it will be.
I don't know why I'm awake right now.  It's almost 3 a.m and i'm awake for some ungodly reason.  I just found out that my little Carly Rose didn't win X Factor and i'm indignant .... The cowboy won and i'm sorry, he just shouldn't have....  I don't care that he's the best husband ever, and that he gave up his career when he got married to support his family and blah blah blah, HE WASN'T BETTER THAN CARLY ROSE. But oh well, her life will never be the same.  She is going to be huge... Celine Dion huge.  You watch.  That little girl is going to be a super star.  Ha.  Every time I hear the word super star, I think of Molly Shannon and her funny catholic school girl character Katherine Gallagher.  That was some funny stuff.  Carly Rose.... you are amazing.  Please don't let the pitfalls of super stardom take you away from us.... God gave you this gift, please accept the blessing in a way worthy of the gift.
I wish I knew better what I was doing with this damn blog.... it's pretty pathetic that I have only 1 stupid follower... oh Tez......... +terriglynn I love you and I don't mean that YOU are stupid..... I just mean my blog must be stupid and only someone who truly loves me for my silly ways, would even want to be a follower........ however, big news of last month is that Vino Allen is a follower of mine on Twitter........... pretty big shit there folks.  Considering too that I only have 6 other's besides him!!!
Goodnight folks.  Super giant, big honkin, happy love to y'all

Goosh